My name is Olivia. I live in Brisbane, Australia.

I have a thousand thoughts racing around in my head every minute. Generally if I am conscious, I am in deep thought… Sometimes, actually, I am even deep in thought when I am not conscious. My best ideas come to me just before I fall asleep, when I am high, and when I am in the shower. This is inconvenient for several reasons not least of which is that all of these circumstances make it terribly difficult for me to write down the idea at the time, and by the time I wake up, start coming down or get out of the shower- I have usually forgotten the idea. I put the fact that not many people consider me a genius down to this, and this only.

I love to love, but it is rare for me to be loved as intensely in return. This is difficult and often results in my getting my heart broken, but I try not to let it stop me from giving all the love I have. I have had several “loves of my life” and will continue to refer to each of them this way for the rest of my life. I fall in love with everyone I meet in one way or another. I am constantly changing to fill the mould that other people want me to fill.

I am inspired by lots of different things. I like pretty things. I love shoes. I love music. I like grunge and punk and dub and anything with a bit of heavy bass. I like music that makes my internal organs vibrate. I like screaming and lyrics that make no sense and hearing someone’s pain in their music. I love hearing someone’s voice crack with emotion. I like CD’s but even more than CD’s, I like records. I like discovering new music and rediscovering old music.

I am often depressed, anxious, low, suicidal even, but you will mostly find me smiling or laughing because talking about my issues doesn’t  ever seem to actually fix them. Cuddles help.

Ask me a question, I’ll probably fall in love with you.